We are all so caught up in the gray, the middle, the in-between. Nothing is as simple as the black and white. So what happens when you make the decision to cut out the wishy-washy, the gray, the middle, the in-between? You're left with the black and white. The good and bad, up and down, yes and no. There is no just fine, diagonal, or maybe. Believe me when I say that I live my life with in-between. Sometimes it's needed and is what's best for that moment and situation. This black and white is my reality right now. I'm going to be okay either way. I'm strong. Eliminating the gray is supposed to eliminate the feelings right? So why does this make me so emotional? Because it all comes down to this. There is no more after this. It's all or nothing. In a way, I just want to know that if it hurts I can get the hurt out of the way. But right now, the not knowing almost hurts just as much.
Sending my love from the North
~Northern Star XOXO
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